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[Jul. 11th, 2007|02:36 am] |
wherestheboat is now thegirlsailor
its much more fitting. |
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| death fucking sucks and its made me a bitter person. |
[Jul. 3rd, 2007|12:40 am] |
thank you, grandpa.
i remember the day i learned to ride a bike. you told me you'd keep your hand there to steady me, make sure i don't fall. you jogged behind me as i wobbled along. you told me to keep steady, not to lean too far too one side. i kept looking back and you told me not to. but i couldn't help it. i turned around once more and you were in the distance. i was scared, in tears, but it didn't take me long to realize i was riding alone.
its been a year today.
i know i can ride alone,
but its still new
and i'm still wobbling. |
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| aqualung |
[May. 12th, 2007|08:07 am] |
I've been watching your world from afar,
I've been trying to be where you are,
And I've been secretly falling apart.
I'll see.
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful,
You'd be so perfect with me but you just can't see,
You turn every head but you don't see me.
I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep and I'll put a spell on you.
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see
And you'll realise that you love me.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Sometimes, the last thing you want comes in first,
Sometimes, the frist thing you want never comes,
And I know, the waiting is all you can do,
Sometimes...
I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep,
I'll put a spell on you,
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me.
I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep 'cos I'll put a spell on you,
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me, yeah. |
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[May. 10th, 2007|11:23 am] |
STAY WARM STAY SAFE STAY DRY.
i'm obsessed with Arrah and the Ferns. |
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[Apr. 5th, 2007|11:45 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  suckit. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | arctic monkeys/bloc party | ] |
i bet that you look good on the dance floor.
do know if you're looking for romance or...
i don't know what you're looking for.
i said i bet that you look good on the dance floor.
dancing to electro-pop like a robot from 1984. from 1984. |
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| over and over and over and over and over. |
[Feb. 9th, 2007|12:38 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  meh. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | hot chip. | ] |
1. What is currently bothering you the most?
I'm at a loss to where to go next, what to do next, who I should not speak to and who I should. I'm stuck. I'm stuck. I'm stuck. I'm stuck.
2. What do you want to achieve in life?
I want to publish and I want to open my store. Those are more important to me than marrying, although careers don't seem like a huge deal to a lot of my female friends. It's sad.
3. What is at the root of your pain and discontent?
If I knew I think I would be able to get over this. Maybe a chemical imblance and if this is so, then I'm in for some trouble.
4. What other pains stem from that?
Instability, in general.
5. How do these things manifest in your personality?
i have a hard time telling people everything they need to hear, of confronting people, I take myself too seriously, I take everything said to heart, I don't make an effort. I wait for things to happen.
6. Do you like these things about yourself? Why?
I don't.
7. Name something you love about yourself physically.
I really, really can't think of anything.
8. Name something you hate about yourself physically.
I
am
fat.
9. Name something you love about yourself emotionally.
That I love everyone I talk to.
10. Name something you hate about yourself emotionally.
That I love everyone I talk to.
11. Name some things you admire in other people.
I admire people who can go out and do/get what they want. Risk-takers. I admire them.
12. Name some things you detest in other people.
People who can't form a proper sentence. It's not that they don't have the schooling, they just don't care that they look like complete trash when saying things like 'i seen' or 'that's more funnier'. !!!
13. Most hurtful thing anyone's ever said to you?
"Wow, you're packing on the weight, aren't you?" I was five and this was said by my great grandmother. |
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[Feb. 5th, 2007|12:22 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | hmm? | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the go find. | ] |
last night i was thinking about blogs
and how i could always change my life
by changing what i write in here.
it would be as simple as that.
so, i started thinking about what i would write
and decided not to change anything at all. |
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[Jan. 25th, 2007|06:08 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | brandtson | ] |
my best friend came back today.
( you deserve every grin that you get. )
local show tonight. friends tonight.
i love sharing life with my best friend.
i'm so glad he's home and happy.
tonight should be nice and silly.
maybe pictures? but probably not. |
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[Jan. 22nd, 2007|08:11 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | hopeful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the robot ate me. | ] |
i'm not allowed coffee.
i'm not allowed alcohol.
i'm not allowed tylenol.
i'm not allowed cigarettes.
i'm not allowed citrus.
i'm not allowed spicy.
i'm not allowed diary.
i've had coffee.
i've had alcohol.
i've had tylenol.
i've had cigarettes.
i've had citrus.
i've had spicy.
i've had diary.
i'm feeling it.
i need to change.
but i want coffee so bad
and i will be drinking thursday
just like i drank on saturday.
but i'm cutting back on a lot.
i'm going to make a change.
i'm also cut out other things
just because i know i should.
it's starts today.
here's to getting better! |
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